i realised what all my friends told me is true.. why am i so kpo, why am i so committed in things that i do, why cant i just be like them, why do i have to spend so much time doing things that doesnt concern me.. now i realised what they mean..
i am not blaming anyone, but just my foolishness.. a simple sentence can get me worked up, can get me anxious and at the end of it, i am worried, anxious for nothing.. okie, so, i am really foolish.. why cant i just take one more step to think carefully abt it before getting worked up?? i guess its my personality ba.. but through this year, i learnt my own lesson, to care about your business and think before any actions.. just hope that i will always remember this..
i am getting tired of hearing sorry.. if u are gg to say sorry to me, u will only make me remember what u did or only remind me of unhappy things, so i guess if i meet you the next time round, do not ever say sorry to me anymore..
i am a person who can get over things over a nights sleep, and forget about everything.. and treat everyone the same.. i hope tonight's sleep can make me forget everything also.. i dun wan to spoil your image in me..
okie, now i feel better le.. i am not blaming anyone, but my own foolish-ness... its something that i need to overcome..
i dun think i am gg to the biz chalet le.. after the trick, i can feel my already high temp gg up more.. i think i better not worsen it by lossing sleep and eating bbq food..
gtg already.. take care ppl..
