march came and flew!
i rmb wishing her a happy march... 1 month ago.. although both of us thought the sms was weird..
on the verge of giving up again! maybe i am thinking too much.. maybe i was thinking too much from the start.. it must be a one way thingy.. not mutual at all..
told her i missed school becos i had a sore eye.. normally friends would even ask why and what happen and whether it got better.. but no, she didnt even ask me anything! nothing at all.. when i reached school on thurs, all my friends ask me about my eyes, if it had gotten better.. even the prof ask about it.. and advised me to go for make up lessons.. through all the concern of my friends, i came to realise... it might be a one way thing between me and her.. i have been thinking too much.. no more sms throughout that day!
todayyy..... i asked her if she wanted to watch 881 musical with me.. have to come out with a story that my neighbour gave me free tickets, fearing that she would not want to fork out so much money to watch the musical.. i know that she loves getai, hence i suggested doing something which she likes.. even so, she told me to watch with my family.. not giving up, i came out with yet another lie.. they are going during my exam period... this is wad she told me.. go with them ba, its only 2 hours.. after this, i didnt reply.. i am giving up..
its very difficult to plan for things or outings with her, and its more difficult to find out what she likes to do.. worse, she has to reject me times and times again!
its tiring.. i have other things to think of.. i am giving up.. yet people around me are questioning me about my gf.. i want to leave this place.. really hoping that i will secure my internship and fly to china..