if my entry offended you, i apologise first.. if you are unhappy with this, you can ignore it and dont read it..
i hate myself..
was thinking alot while on my way home..
i always heard people saying things like love is everlasting, love is forever, love is eternity.. okays, i think its all bullshit, all rubbish.. i realised how much one need to give up in a relationship, and how hard it is to maintain one.. to keep one going.. i have changed my perspection about love and relationship.. there are so many divorce cases, so many breakups between couples.. why does people get together in the first place when they know that such things will happen???
of cos by saying all these, it doesnt mean that i will not continue to pursue my happiness.. i will continue to do so and to find someone who can trust me, whom i can trust totally also..
enough of that.. dont want to talk about that anymore..
i somehow hate myself.. i hate myself for being such a busybody.. i hate myself for being a gossip.. i hate myself for being a kpo.. and most of all, i hate myself for my instincts.. why is it that i have such a strong instincts about things?? and they come true.. i hate myself...