got hooked on to blogging recently.. since i dun really share about myself to every and any one.. not even to my brothers or friends at times..
i really wish to sms you.. but the thought of sms-ing myself is putting me off..
everytime i sms you, i would tell myself not to expect any reply from you.. but before long, i would stare at my phone, hoping it would vibrate!
why do i have to 'sms myself'?
today, you replied! with a longer sms, telling me to enjoy my weekend! but somehow, i dont really feel very very happy on receiving the sms! somehow, i am used to not receiving any replies from you.. or have i given up hope? probably not, i still think of the possible things which we can do together..
i know you likes to stay home with your family.. i can do the same! as long as i have you in my heart and you have me in your heart.. but is that possible? or am i falling back to my old self.. finding my HER, but she has not found her HIM! :(
