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Elton Tan
20 years old
17 May 1988
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Tuesday, May 29, 2012
today, she initiated to speak to me online..
since a long time since she would initiate to do so :(
but it still feels weird.. i just got a feeling that she is treating me as a friend and nothing more than that.. but i cant help but to think otherwise.........
studying with her seems quite torturous.. having to constantly remind myself not to fall in love with her seems like a stupid thing to do.. but i know that if i dont do that, i would be hurting myself more in future..
i am fine as long as you dont appear. but once you appear, i am not fine anymore............
you left me @ 7:52 PM
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